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Journal Entry 20 JAN 2021

Wish you were totally healthy and could join us. 



Dear Chris, 

The above note was a text you sent me while out for Jonathan’s 18 birthday dinner.


I it makes me think that your wish was provisional based on that I could not attend, COVID 19


I was not invited to Nicholas’ birthday

I did not get a Merry Christmas 



Be well

I will continue to live until I am alive again. 

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